varied emotion
difficult: when required,
forced; when shunned, simple.
sometimes i feel like my emotions are delayed.. they’re never there when they’re supposed to be. like right now, i’m packing for a vacation that i know i’m looking forward to, yet i’m not legitimately excited at the moment. big things are hard to be excited for, just because excited is how you’re supposed to feel… being excited for little things is lots easier.